exhale

i   f i g h t   my confessions

                                      lock up the bitter thoughts

hoping, praying, wishing

for them to be washed away                               but the tide's too low, the waves are too weak.

        i don't want to pretend for the sake of being right.

                         i don't want you to pretend it'll be alright.

times up. 

maybe life is a song, but you're scared to sing along

you say life is a dream 

where we can't say what we mean

maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past

there's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week

and there's no promises of peace or of happiness.

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

imagine if you could simply erase someone completely.

no trace of their existence lingering in your head.

no song to remind you of them.

would you do it? i can't imagine.

erasing every little bit with just a click.

all the memories vanish...

what would you have left?

after all, all we really have in the end are the memories.

typical predictable plastic

just once

 could you not try and break things apart, at the perfect moment ? 

you interrupt,and mess it all up.

you aren't the victim. you never were.

it's time to face the fact that sometimes things just don't change.

you throw away every chance, expecting another one.

im over it. 

you aren't the friend you should be.

 you aren't the person i wish you were.

i'd l o v e for you to prove me wrong.

ps. be happy for her and get over your need for attention. 

 

wake up or dream on?

i know it's not reality, but yet i can't stop pretending.

maybe i secretly want to be apart of this make-believe world.

maybe i just want to be apart of this lala land in my head, in my dreams.

i know that sooner than later i'll have to wake up and face my reality,

the longer i wait the harder it'll be. i know that.

but i think ill keep  d r e a m i n g.

hide and seek

sometimes

it feels like you just dont care. you dont have bad intentions, but then why does it make me feel so low? It may seem stupid ill give you that but what's even worse is that i can't even tell you how i feel.

 so where do we go from here?

please put the pieces back together.