every time i see you falling

i get down on my knees and pray

waiting for that final moment

you say the words that i can't say

read my mind

so many questions crowd in my head

but i can't pick out the right words

so the words remain unsaid.

i keep thinkging maybe it's for the best

that i should stand quiet

and just forget about all the rest

but my heart can't seem to let go

my heart won't say no

i can't pretend any longer

because the fact is

im becoming weak not any stronger

it's finally time to speak up and unwind

and it's time to find a piece of mind

i'm going to make all my dreams come true.

secondhand happiness

i wish you could see it's not the end,

there's so much more 

have

faith. 

one headlight

Regrets. We all have them. We've all wished we could go back and erase the past at one point or another to make our mistakes vanish. ' I wish i never did that' or ' i wish that never happened' have been on everyone's mind. But ultimately, the biggest regrets are the chances we didn't take. Whether they're life altering or simple, that feeling of 'what if' will always echo in your head. 

Should i take the jump? But what if i fall? 

But what if that feeling of euphoria  was worth the fall in the end? 

I don't want to sit gray one day and wonder about all the times i could of, but didn't. The thought of not being able to go back is cold enough but to play out the possibilities that could have been is the bare worst. 

life's too short.

tied my hands to an aching heart 

to keep it from  f  a  l  l  i  n  g  apart

covered my troubled tearful eyes

looking through all your mirrored lies

is this what we were waiting for?

baby show me a sign that there's more

tired of being scared to fall

thinking you won't catch me after all

i only wish to breathe easy

to laugh and to forget you 

carelessly.

"You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you, how many moments of other peoples lives have we been in, we're we a part of someone's life when their dreams came true, or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it."