we must have missed our warning sign

i've fallen countless times

still have the bruises still have the scars

i've been a reckless mess

with nothing to look up to besides the stars

i've surrendered and lost all trust

gave everything up,watched it all turn to dust

but i keep descending, keep hitting the ground

crying out for help to turn it all around

do your trick

why can't you just whisper all i want to hear

you can lie just pretend to be sincere

tell me that things will change

that things will shift and rearrange

i don't need truth, just a little hope

a glimpse of faith, to help me cope

promise me a brand new start

or just something to fool my heart

final straw

"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

fresh

it's time for change and a fresh start.