Friday, June 27, 2008

no this isn't a happy little rhyme, give me time give me time




  

i always have this extremely high standard in my mind for you, and it's almost as if i want you to fail me everytime... i expect you to. But there you go proving me wrong. I'm sorry for ever doubting you even though i know i will still go back to these old habits i want to desperately break from. Maybe, it's because you're the one who hurt her, the one i've had to hear her cry about for years. I need to accept the fact you're not the villain i've been told. Because you hurt her and broke her heart, it's so hard for me to trust you. But it's equally hard not to. I always expect disappointment and the worse from you but you somehow in the end, there's always a smile you leave me with. I'm sorry for any bad thoughts, i'm sorry for anytime i've made you my minority and her my priority, i'm sorry for ever hurting you. I love you, and that's all there is to it. So take my hand and give me that comfort you once brought. 

Ignite the flame, and shine the light.

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